Wednesday, April 25, 2012

First Goodbyes

Goodbyes are no fun.  Well that is, unless you're saying goodbye to a bad rash, but that's a whole different story.  Yesterday I had my first goodbyes at a bible study I've been attending here almost since we moved here.  There are about 60-70 women in several different studies that all gather for the same purpose- Love Jesus and want to learn and live the Word more passionately.  At an end of the year brunch, I had the privileged of sharing my experience of this past year while studying David: A Heart Like His.  Here's what I had to say:


At the beginning of this year, I was faced with the difficult decision of which study to take, as were many of you.  I was quite sure that I wouldn’t be taking Beth Moore’s study because quite frankly, last year I felt like she yelled at me as we ventured through Revelation.  Then I saw the preview for David and clearly felt that I was supposed to take this study.  I always find God’s humor in my life uncanny.  Perfect.
  As you may know, my family is moving to Texas.  I have felt a strong draw to San Antonio for a while now.  My husband’s job seemed to be coming to an end of what his potential there.  We decided we would look across the nation for a new direction.  The only position that had open doors was in San Antonio.  We felt this was affirmation as to God’s plan for us.  As we explored David’s life and relationship with God, I felt more confirmation in this decision.
There have been many giants along the way.  Just as David faced Goliath, we faced many seemingly impossible situations.  Selling our house in this market, where Greg would stay until we did sell- how would we be able to afford a rent payment and a mortgage, how would we see each other with the cost of flights going up, the incredible cost of moving across the country, people telling us we were crazy and so on.  But as these things weighed on us, I remembered David didn’t defeat Goliath on his own.  David was able to defeat the giant because he was able to see what others didn’t— “the power of God."   David vs. Goliath was a mismatch–small vs. large, weak vs. strong, and a sling vs. a sword- when you focus on the Giant – you stumble.  I wasn’t going to give into the enemy and focus on the giants in our situation, but rather see the power of God in all things. 
We went under contract on our house one month from the day we listed it, we have amazing friends who walk closely with Christ that have opened their house to us which is close to Greg’s new job, his new company has blessed us with trips to see each other all expenses paid, as well as covering ALL moving costs- movers, realtor fees, closing cost assistance, etc.  We surrendered our needs to God to handle and He has provided in a mighty way.  Confirmation that we are living His will for our lives. 
I have learned so much the past few years here at Oasis.  I feel so blessed to have met so many smart, funny, caring women who I call my sisters in Christ.  I will forever hold dear to my heart the many mornings spent here in fellowship.  I’ve witness the power of prayer for one another like never before, seen women come to Christ, had the pleasure to be challenged in the Word and built lasting friendships that I’ll always cherish.  May God bless each one of you!

Hopefully it'll get easier to move on- trying to mentally prepare for lots of ugly crying.

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